30 January 00
This new cave has rather convenient hooks installed at random points on the walls. I am using one to hang a dream catcher. I really hope it works. I would love to wake up from a calm sleep, fully rested with my head full of that “today is a new day” optomism I took for granted eight years ago. Of course, that was eight years ago. I’m not sure I would recognize that feeling now. Tomorrow, if I behave, I will hit WalMart soon after I get up to get a lamp, a small table-type thing, and a poster hanger. I think it’d be nice if my room somehow became a place I didn’t mind being awake in.